are WE meant be together hubby..

bismillahirrahmanirrahim... first..happpyyyyyy banget...because tadi tengok mid term marks.. alhamdulillah,aku dapat 44.11/60..madam said that i have to get another 30 marks and above to get at least A-...hmmm.insyaALLAH..i will try to get A-... bila dapat tahu markahtadi terus message my daddy...he is very happy.. if my ummi still alive,i think she will be happy too..and crying too.. second,miss my old hubby..maksud aku afif yang aku kenal masa first couple dengan dia dulu... bukan aku tak suka dia sekarang...i'm still love him and will love him till my last day in life... tspi,sesungguhnya aku sendiri mula rasa hubungan kitaorang ni makin dingin.. sejuk beku cam ais..salah siapa??me??or his fault??or it is our fault?? only both of us know it.. teringat kisah seorang teman aku,yang has to pretend yang dia clash dengan her boy.. but the truth is they are still couple... until now..diaorang pun having a pjj relationship..same with me.. i wish i can be like u friend...*sigh* aku harap this matter can be solved before my birthday,as i do not want to tension on my birthday..aku tak mahu hubungan aku ini berkecai sebab seorang MOHD AFIF itu adalah sebab mengapa,kenapa seorang NURUL FATIHAH masih ada semangat untuk hidup..untuk teruskan cita-cita,membina impian bersama kamu.. P/S:i really miss him.. estoy enamorado de ti..