friendship..never tear us apart kwn..

tadi ym ngn kwn...gtau flight dia ngn best kawan awal... dan empangan kemubu aku limpah overload....seba..aku hilag kwn di mata...but not in my deep heart.. serius aku x pernah cedih camni....gaduh dengan my hubby pun aku x sesensitif ni.. tapi lau bab friendship..aku kalah... i never have a really good best friend like her...yang kenal aku....luar dlam...tau ape aku akan wat kalau aku rasa something... i never have a friend like her.. we share our joy,our sorrowful,our pain when we are hurt... share...kongsi... tapi nanti dia dudk seberang laut...aku akan jarang dengar suara dia,gelak tawa dia,suara sedih dia...i only can see her in her profile.. aku tak tahu kenape aku kena nangis...tapi hati aku sedih...aku tak tahu kenape aku....ahhhhh....aku sedih!!!!!sedih!!!!!ada sedatif???aku nak...s.e.d.a.t.i.f........................ aku selalu kalah lau dalam friendship...am i a loser????????????????????????????????????????answer me.............