~why i love my doc~

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

sape yang view blog aku maybe keep wondering why keep tell you about my doc kt mesir...aku pun tak tahu..maybe bonding chemistry kitaorang kuat...
i just received a message..very touching one..
salam...
a lot of thanx 4 making the video...
soo sweet!!!..n i lokeeed it...
yeah..i'll promise to keep smiling to you...
awezzz...but to,others,i can't promise anything..
bila time ak senget,ak ttp akn mnangis..:)
sorry,i dun have anything sweet to give to u...
i jz only heart to keep saying that..
i lov u now n 4ever...
jz be strong n keep breathing coz i still need u when i up n down..
if u can make me as ur hearbeat last few years...

so,i need u to be with me now until i'm still breathing...got it???
be strong...n pray 4 me tOo..
coz i'm not strong enough 4 now!!!!..
cayunk u nurul fatihah..
from~ur dOc-to-be_dr.saraeza..:)

reading this..make me  cry..teringat min and her barney's song.. 

p/s:ayah dah jual honda..is that means that he is getting forget my late ummi...

p/ss:want someone to be my crying shoulder..rite now..really need..